Gakked from several places.

Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2009.

Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review."


January
“OMG best New Year's gift ever! I logged on this morning to find that tanarian had posted to her journal.”
February
“Around the journals and comms that I frequent, I have noticed an increase in both the Gwen-love and the Jack/Gwen-love of late.”
March
“Have managed to hurt my wrist really badly ... and not even doing anything interesting.”
April
“(Dr Who Planet of the Dead) A very quick review with no major spoilers.”
May
“So ... leftover pizza for breakfast. This means only one thing.”
June
“Do you know what's saving my Torchwood-related sanity at the moment?”
July
“So, Torchwood radio play (Asylum). One down, two to go.
Well, it wasn't completely terrible, was it?”
August
“So, John Barrowman has landed himself a part on Desperate Housewives.”
September
“Playing around with shit simply because I can't be arsed to read fic, or even watch TV.”
October
“Gakked from verasteine”
November
“Try as I might, it seems that I am destined to spend my time here complaining.”
December
“Please help out a fellow Dr Who fan by answering their online survey for their university degree.”

Title: Living The Dream
Author: missthingsplace
Parings/characters: Jack/Ianto, Gwen/Rhys, Tom/Martha, Owen/Sarah, Tosh/Andy, Myfanwy. OC's: Eirween/Roberta, Thomas/Mary, Lizzy
Disclaimer: I don't own Torchwood or any of the characters ... unfortunately, just borrowing them for a while.
Summary: Orphaned at the age of seventeen Jack is sent to live with his uncle and cousins he barely remembers until he's eligible for his inheritence when he reaches twenty one, unbeknown to him his uncle has plans to get his own hands on the money.
Spoilers: Probably not, but you never know ...
Warnings: Slash, Angst, Romance, Character Death, fluff
Rating: NC17 for the series.
Word count to date: 170,020

A/N: This series is very AU and i haven't written anything like it before! For the purposes of this story Jack is seventeen and mortal. I have absolutely no idea where this came from but i hope you like and enjoy. Written for wrianojune

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The holiday season is upon us and I blame msemmaloo for this since they posted one first. That and the two glasses of chardonnay I had with lunch.

Apologies in advance.

( Cut for absolute silliness . . .  )

Please help out a fellow Dr Who fan by answering their online survey for their university degree.
Needs to be done by tomorrow.
Go here - http://pubhistwho.livejournal.com/291.html
It was fun to do.

An LJ friend posted this earlier, and well....
"Find a girl who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on her, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the girl who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of her friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much she cares and how lucky she is to have 'you'. The one who turns to her friends and says, 'thats her'..." - Unknown

Yea, I've found her already. Problem is she doesnt feel that way anymore....Or is fighting really hard to ignore it. I can deal with that. I can handle not holding her. I can just be her friend if thats what truley makes her happy.
The problem is, I cant go without being held....by someone, anyone..
I am a relationship, committed-type person. It's just who I am. Its not that I NEED to be in a relationship, I dont. But I do always want someone there to hold me and tell me they care. I crave that. It makes me feel nice. Now obviously, ali will always be my first choice. I will always want her, always love her more than I love everything else combined. she is always my light, my hope.
But I cant ignore my needs. Ali says that if I were to start dating someone else, that she would start dating that dirty, manfaced cunt. I cant have that. So I dont want to date someone else, but I want Katherine. I want her there...I want to hold her hand and kiss her and be cared about again. I had a dream last night that me and Katherine shared our first kiss....and in the dream it was so shy, and so nervewracking. I want that for real. I want to replace Ali, but I simply cannot even bring myself to try. and I know all of my efforts would be in vain anyway.

And the thing with Carrie is dwindeling. So thats really a whatever situation. I like her, but things would never, EVER, ever ever ever work out between us. Ever. We are just way to different and way to similar at the same time. Plus no butterflies....

*sigh* but the Katherine thing, well that stands a chance. Its not the first time I've liked her....not gonna lie. I liked her after me and Grace broke up and before me and Ali started dating...And now that shes told me she has feelings for me...Well thigns are looking up. But my real question is....

Is finding happiness with Katherine worth potentially losing Ali to Alyssa for?

My heart says "go ahead, try it. If you and Ali are meant to be, you will. Show ali you can move on"

But my head says "you know for a fact that as soon as ali wants you back you will be with her....dont hurt Katherine in the process."


*Le sigh*

I Dont know what I want.

"Baby girl, I'm a blur. I spoiled, stunted, sickened her."

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Nope.

What are your plans for the weekend?
Well tonight I'm going out with Carrie for a little while, then just TV and sleep.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Nick

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?
mhm

Who was the last person you IMed using Myspace or Facebook?
Ali.

How have you felt today?
Pretty decent. Was wicked tired at work, but now I am all showered and smell pretty and am excited to see a certain someone tonight.

Was this summer a good one?
I suppose.

Where did you get the pants you are wearing from?
Ceileidh aha. But she got them from a consignment shop for $3!!

Are you happy with life at the moment?
Sure =] could be happier but I'll take what I have

Are you a jealous person?
hahah usually, but not lately

Have you ever received a call that made you cry?
Oh yea

Do you love coffee?
HELL YES
(also, yes I am that classy)

Do you swear often?
Sometimes

Are you listening to any music?
Nope

Have you ever snuck someone over to your house?
tee hee yes

Have you done something bad today?
Nope, not yet ;]

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Yes.

Whats your favorite color?
Purple.

When's the last time you wanted to physically hurt someone?
Um, I'd say like 2 nights ago?

Honestly, if you could go back and change something in the past 5 months would you?
Yes...

Do you think everyone deserves a 2nd chance?
Not everyone.

Is the last person you texted a he or a she?
She!

What did you do today?
Woke up, went to work, got taco bell, came home, showered, did laundry, and am getting ready to go out with Carrie

What kind of phone do you have?
EnV2

Would you ever get a tattoo with someone's name on it?
Nopers

How late did you stay up last night?
2 ish

Whats bothering you right now?
I want things back. Also these stupid pimples.

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
Nah

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
No

When someone says "We need to talk", what runs through your mind?
Somethings wrong

What is the first thing you thought of this morning?
"Holy crap that was a really nice dream"

Where was your profile picture taken?
Facebook, Ceileidhs house before homecoming. I dont remember the rest

What did you do for Halloween?
Scavenger Hunt.

Who are you talking to right now?
No one.

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your pasts mistakes?
Mostly, but I know sometimes I need to hear it even though it sucks =/

Where were you at 8 a.m?
At work x(

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
Yes.

Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
Yep

When you walk passed a mirror do you stop and look at yourself?
Sometimes.

When you're getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
Mhm

Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
Yepyep

Do you feel like anyone is playing mind games with you right now?
Yes. And they really need to stop....well except for this one certain person

Do you know anyone who is bisexual?
haha yes, plenty =]

Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
Nick

Are you wearing any bracelets?
No

Has anyone ever made you feel like crap for something you did?
Yes >.<

How can people tell you're in a bad mood?
I dunno.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
School, home, therapy

How was your day?
Decent, its going to get better though

Are you excited for anything?
Si

Describe how you feel in one word:
Clean and smellgoody

What are you wearing at this exact moment?
Lacy black undies and bra (^_^), a blue cami, a black V neck shirt, ceileidhs jeans, black socks, and a blue sweater.

Title: Living The Dream
Author: missthingsplace
Parings/characters: Jack/Ianto, Gwen/Rhys, Andy, John, Martha, Owen, Tosh, Myfanwy,
Disclaimer: I don't own Torchwood or any of the characters ... unfortunately, just borrowing them for a while.
Summary: Orphaned at the age of seventeen Jack is sent to live with his uncle and cousins he barely remembers until he's eligible for his inheritence when he reaches twenty one, unbeknown to him his uncle has plans to get his own hands on the money.
Spoilers: Probably not, but you never know ...
Warnings: Slash, Angst ... the ususal!
Rating: NC17 for the series.
Word count to date: 158,227

A/N: This series is very AU and i haven't written anything like it before! For the purposes of this story Jack is seventeen and mortal. I have absolutely no idea where this came from but i hope you like and enjoy. Written for wrianojune

( Living The Dream 115/? )